my wants..

craving for food... proper meals... proper food...

took a bowl of cold porridge for dinner last night... had difficulty swallowing, took an hour to finish it... maybe too many days without proper meal, food... intestines absorbent level has drop, having smaller intestines, smaller stomach... when i manage to finally get done with the porridge i let out a loud and long sign... face still with the big patch blue-black bruise... saw the adidas watches on the 8days magazine, love the black one with the gold frame around the watch face and the white one with the silver frame around the watch face.. so love it... if im gonna get it, hubby sure scold me waste of money... got plenty of watches... let me pray someone(Pin?? Hubby??) will get it as a gift for me... hahaha... 

had vermicilli soup for lunch today... aunt drive out to get her duck rice and when we're reaching, saw it close so we decided to head to get malay rice near my grandma's place... i quickly dial home, ask grandma to cook that for me and have it put into a container, provided me chopsticks and spoon, luckily smart enough she remember and i forget to inform her... haaahaha.. it feels good to eat that on a pouring day... finally eating something for lunch...

am thinking tml going to the hospital at 4.30pm to remove my stitches.. scare... thinking of it, im hyperventilating... if i ever have the chance, i will really ask the dentist to let me slp just to remove it.. taking half day tml... already thinking wad to do tml and wad good plans i have made... i think its gonna be ruin again... reaching at the hospital at 4pm, finish with removing stiches and then to watch twilight saga series, eclipse with hubby and then dinner or dinner then watch... promised Pin Pin on a movie date with her to 'letters to juliet' but havent found the right time yet...

enen knitted dress ready for collection today but wanna lighten my MIL burden letting her rest earlier.. so decided not to go today... as suggested by hubby to go tml but where on earth can i squeeze so much time to go over?? leaving ofc at 1pm or later than 1pm then head to bus stop taking bus to AMK then change to mrt back home... it would be a 1hr 30mins ride plus the shuttle service to AH then it would be at least another 30mins ride.... queue up to see the knit doctor also take up time not to say teaching me something more to do with the dress... so decided to head home straight tml to get some rest of leaving ofc later since im still being paid for working... decided to leave ofc at 2.30pm so i will reach AH at 4pm or 4.15pm latest..