felt the strings to the stitches done up in my mouth, near my wound... so afraid its coming off before it should i went back to the hospital on Wed, alone.. scary...
as wounds being stitched up, i couldnt move my mouth much, not to say open it wide... or even speak louder... the dentist had to force the small round mirror into my mouth, forcing its way through the teeth to see the strings... He seem so relax, telling me its normal... the ends are pointing upright was the main reason. I replied, im like biting on them whenever i close my jaws and when i swallow i can feel the pull... This was on the right side of my face. My left side was much much worst.. had bruises (blue-black) big patches on my face.. people at my work place ask if i had a fight?? beaten up by others?? some even make a joke out of it, saying did i exercise too much?? goodnesss... cant even like laugh coz the whole mouth hurts when i do so...
so where do i find the mood to eat... no appetite at all... only had cold milo when i need to take my medications, 2 capsules of antibiotic, 2 capsules painkiller, 1 gastric... other than that milo for breakfast and milo before sleep... eclipse in the mrt on my way to and off work, afraid that breath smells though the mouth rinse is finishing, and has to rinse often.. no proper meal on time, regular meal... didnt have any lunch, heading home for noodles soup... cut it real small to swallow straight... after medications and with shaking hands in the office...
finally its time to head home... yeah...
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