Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Clara's bad day...

Clara's alone... other than with the accompany of my precious daughter...
Clara's tired...
Clara's suffered from hyper-ventilation... almost into depression...
Clara's feeling un-loved...
Clara's feeling un-pampered....
Clara's feeling un-concern...
Clara's suffered in silence...
Clara's suffered all by myself...

Clara's in deep shit... cant seem to get myself out... never able to clean my name at least..
Clara's been thinking why hadnt i give up breathing that very day...
Clara's tired cleaning myself off the shit i've land myself into...
Clara's tired fighting for myself...
Clara's feeling bad and guilty...
Clara's without any support... standing alone...
Clara's feeling as thou im the dart board...
clara's cried enough for so long...
clara's tired...

Clara wan some privacy... even a lil' for myself or for my friends
Clara wan freedom... even a lil' will just do
Clara wan to be pampered....
Clara wan to be loved...
Clara wan to be someone trursted... thrustworthy...
Clara wants to be the diamond... instead of the dart board...

Clara's tired fighting for myself....
Clara's gonna give up fighting for myself...
Clara's gonna stop crying...
Clara's gonna stand up without support...
Clara's suffered enough...
Clara's hoping everything will just end now and forever...
Clara's gonna voice out for myself... for my precious daughter...
Clara's limit is reaching its max...
Clara's gonna break down soon...

7 comments:

KikiLala said...

U noe u not alone ar...

-ShAo*EN EN*- said...

yaya... i know i have 'YOU' la... haha... thanks... if not i wouldnt know where and whom im gonna turn to if you had not been there...

-ShAo*EN EN*- said...

goodness... clara and shun pin has decided to become 'les'... hahah... i love you!! thanks for being there...

KikiLala said...

haha... love u too.. u noe it...
lets be 'les' then... haha... muacks...

-ShAo*EN EN*- said...

hehehe... hahaha... okok... "ON" la... sickening lei... must be muacks very very big and loud one... hahaha... "mmmuuaacckxxXX" like that... hahha...

KikiLala said...

Really ar.... Anyway we have been chatting n smsing each other everyday..... Wait I really fall for u how leh????? Hahahaha.... Muacksssssssss.....

-ShAo*EN EN*- said...

fall in love wit me ar... good la... hahah... now lo...