Dated: 13 Dec 08
Time: 4 pm
Alike to the rashes that i had during my confinement, Ling had them on her body. All over her body...come to think of it now, it really brings up the goosebumps and shivers. She has to go through the itching and then see doctor to finally knew that it was what called in short form, PUPP (as it has a rally difficult and long name the doctor and gynae only told us this) which some mothers whom is pregnant with the 1st child and will contract this rash like the 3rd trimester of pregnancy. I don't know if i should say that she's lucky or unlucky to get them like when she's just 2weeks away from the date of epected delivery. While some mothers got those like when they were 7months pregnant. Or im even more fortunate to got them after giving birth and during confinement when its the time to consume all sorts of tonic but because of this rash, i had to cut down or the doctor even persuade me to stop. I even had my shower. The chinese traditional was said not to... But having this rashes i have to bathe everyday with the shower gel that was given to me by the doctor. Soon it was better however there was a black stain like it was being tattoo onto my body...It looks really scary having this stain on your thigh, arms, tummy area and even ur breast area.
I've overcome it and am better now that i don't look like i've beeen stained!! Of course i didn't use the DYNAMO or BLEACH or VANISH POWER O2... Please do not ever try all means to remove the stain... Mine just got better and vanish by itself. It just need time...
OK... Back to subject... MAYA/HEIDI ...??? What shall your mummy and daddy name you?? Baby... I fed u milk, of course on the breast, on the 14 Dec 08 for just 1 feed. Though it was just a feed but you have help to bring back the memories when i fed En En after she was born and go through what your mummy is going through now. Not easy for your daddy as well. I was really happy when i was feeding you, i wasn't afraid that you will not want to latch onto your mummy's breast. It was your mummy instinct that tell her that you will not behave that way so she decided to let you have my milk so you'll be full and warm to go to bed. Mummy's instinct is very strong and right 95% most of the time. Because i have sufficient milk that my breast milk started flowing like when im 7months pregnant so En En never had this problem with insifficient milk. Your mummy is facing a very big challenge as she really wants to try total breast feeding you but she's afraid she's not having enough, when she's tense the milk she produce will not be sufficient and your not drinking enough. Im encouraging her a lot.. Kept telling her don't worry... relax and feed you... She's having enough milk and milk will come in very soon as long as you're latch onto then she sounded relieve as she smiled though she is really tired...Having to wake up so often to feed you. It just the beginning, when milk suddenly came too much at the time, she still did not want to give up on feeding you, i can know it from the way she speaks... So i told her my ways of solving away the engorge breast. This is the time she feels very bad...
I hope she can last you for at least 6months and carry on for as long as possible...!! Jia You!! Kempetai !!
