1st Day PAPA is away...

Wakey!Wakey....! 1st day without Papa by her side.

But she's still as cheerful as ever and doesn't seem to know what's happening around her. However, she also seems to know that her PAPA is not with her. She wakes up and after awhile of playing, she looks around the room for her PAPA. So Crystal and Marcus carry her down to the living room for her breakfast (1 bowl of oat with prune, sth like cereal- NESTLE) she looks for her PAPA calling "PAPA!" - looking towards the porch... However, there seems to be no response coming from there, she asked Crystal to go towards the kitchen(pointing in the direction of the kitchen). Then, she played with the dog. Forgetting her PAPA *laughs

Then, after breakfast, Kun uncle came to fetch us over to my mum's place. As mummy is going out for a concert later in the evening. En En in her mischevous ever looking face... Sitting in the driver's seat playing with the steering wheel as usual and trying to act as if she's driving. And when she's asked to take a picture of her, says 'mei mei' and she'll poise for you.

What a naughty baby... Yet she's still wearing her pyjamas... *laughs

When i reach my mum's place, she had a great fun. Throwing the wooden blocks all over the living room floor with my brother. Then she took her bath and have her lunch (porridge with fish and pork liver) and 1and 1/2 bowls much...

Looks like baby is having a good appetite...

Papa On Business Trip

Papa should be in Indonesia having his lunch...

Papa went on a business trip to Indonesia accompanied by his 3rd sis and 3rd sis-in-law. Forgot that he's going to Indonesia, i bought his favourite TIRAMISU cake and a strawberry cheesecake for his breakfast. Everytime, before Papa board the plane, he'll always remember to bid me goodbye. However, he'll always forget to inform me that he has reached the destination safely. So i'll always make a point to call him before we (his precious daughter & me) goes to bed. without doing so... I'll feel very uneasy and uncomfortable.

So i went over to mummy's place to stay and we went out for dinner in e shopping centre. I was feeding her porridge, when she suddenly called out "PAPA! PAPA!" so loud that the people around looked and laughed at her. She was so excited at the moment, she jumped and fidget so much in her seat. Even the ones that were having dinner on the same table was quite shocked at the moment. Hence, we turn around to find out that in fact the guy do look like Papa from the back, height and hairstyle and wearing the office wear looking exactly like Papa from the backview... Hahaha... So couldn't blame her that she have mistaken a stranger for her Papa.

When she reached home she misses her Papa so much that went she was lying on the bed before she sleeps, and the room door was slightly open, she keep calling for "Papa! Papa!" and keep saying "ah zzzz" coz Papa will always play that with her keeping the door slightly opened. So she picked up my mobile and call for "Papa! Papa!" into the mobile, thinking that there'll be a 3G. hahah... so i called Papa's mobile and went she heard her Papa's voice she was so excited and after awhile, her eyes and nose were abit red. When Papa asked her to kiss, she really went forward and kiss the mobile's sreen. Kissing it so many times though she was unable to see her Papa's face. If Papa could see her actions at that moment, he would be very pleased and happy.

Our precious baby has grown up... :)

Sweet...

Look at the sweetie... Growing up... Now she looks so much different from the picture that i uploaded in 'THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY'... This cheeky baby... Loves to poise for her picture to be taken... after which she'll change her poise then requet you to show her the pictures which you've taken for her... Naughty baby... She learns tinkx really quick... *snap snap* and she picks up a new 1-syllabus word to say... Clever baby...

Yet so many ppl thinking their kids are fast at picking up says 'ur daughter so slow in picking up lei... abt 13mths already yet have not learnt how to walk...' sometimes i really feel like telling them off their face... if your child is so clever then he/she should know how to speak at 13mths or even asking them if they're kids do know how to speak and understand you at 13mths??? Now i understand what does it mean by PARENTS ARE SELFISH !! Indeed this phrase does make some sense and its very logical as well...

To support my arguments, i even consulted the paediatrician to check with her if that's what some ppl lablled as 'slow' - not knowing how to walk at 13mths. Guess wad the paediatrician says??? "Its fine... So as long as she knows how to walk before she turns 2yrs old. Its definitely alright with that... Furthermore, she learns to speak much faster and quicker than an average child and many only knows how to speak the words she has already known and been speaking when they're abt 2 or 3 yr old... so she has gone a far further step than average children" if we're to discourage her saying she's stupid (should it be in any language, when its translated back to english, it sill meant 'stupid') she learn to walk at a even slower rate... PARENTS ARE SIMILAR - they always have good at the bottom of their heart meant for their child, so it implements for me... Now saying im young, so wad if im young??!! You mean i don't know how to look after her and concerns?? Or i can't have a say??

HEY....!!! I maybe young but im a mum, i want to protect my child!!! Im young i don't know how to look my child, if that's what you're thinking?? Then you've 1 wrong. I've been looking after her since i gave birth to her till she's 1yr old and every as and when i have her by me. Having to breast feed is not something some mum would love to do but the truth is that im still direct breast-feeding her till now and i feel proud not becoz i have sufficient milk but im able to do so for so long, miraculously... I've not been discourage by anyone else... Should I thank my husband for supporting me all these while??? From the day, the minute im pregnant --> give birth to his 'bao bei'- treassure --> breast-feeding her from the very moment i got her in my arms (since i already have milk and it helps to regulate the flow of the milk) --> discharge (he stayed home for 1 week to help me out, worrying that i may not use to it yet) ------> till now. It feels good to cuddle your child in your arms, making her to sleep... Breastfeeding her... I'll feel that i've neglected her when i stop breastfeeding not becoz its convenient or safe cost....

*shout out loud - I LOVE MY HUSBAND AND MY CHILD

She definitely looks like her dad.... Or does she look like me?? Its still early to tell... But she's indeed pretty with those cheeks and the smile she gives ppl and their dimples she have....

Im really lucky to have got her... I've regret my own choice....

The Day You Went Away...

Look at my sweetie pie... So sweet of her right??? Its her b'day today!! - the happiest day of her life, her 1st b'day today. However, on the other end, her godmummy cries... *sad - i think this is the saddest day of her life... (i think its worse then having to break-up with her bf *laughs) having to part with my baby whom she loved very much, definitely more than her bf and feels luckier than they do... hahha...

*sad... to have to part with her... *cries*

The Day You Went Away....
Frm young, we'll always have fun together, sharing the every single tink tt we own with each other and has never part, you know?? Of coz now i have my husband,my daughter and my life can't share with you or anyone else la!!! And i reali mean we dun part each other, even go overseas for holiday we'll always want the adults to bring us together, not leaving one in s'pore.

It bring ppl to tears to even think of the moment you'll need to move in to the departure hall.. was thinking if you would not cry till like tt when we check-in, we'll see you till you go into the departure area and you'll be able to see baby a little while more... *cries* who ask you to cry till like that???

tts y everyone tells me to go off first... hopefully, without baby and me around you'll not be so sad ler.. this pic was taken when you're doing ur check-in still busy talking to ppl like your normal self... but will never want to think of the scene you were about to move to the departure area... never....

lots of love...